This week on my computer I found a collection of thoughts from 2/26/2016.
…More than 3 years ago….
More than three years ago I was already exploring this idea… MORE THAN. This hurts, a lot. Three years ago I was in a long term – 9 year relationship. Three years ago I was one year out from engagement and an additional year out from my wedding (not that I knew those things were coming). In a pretty happy place, but wondering if I needed help. And now… more than three years later I am doing the same search because I have stumbled across this information I started to research back then.
More than three years ago I suspected I had an issue. Started to take a step to investigate and resolve this issue. I’ve wasted three years still struggling and worrying.
Am I an addict?