How did I get here?? 115 Days!

As you read yesterday, I hit a rock bottom. A rock bottom that I didn't expect to be my rock bottom.... But nothing else worked!? I wasn't deterred by embarrassment, risky decisions, sickness.... None of it. I was scared by my husband's actions that night. I was scared of how many nights I didn't remember …

Inspiration # 1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HPLJuyULAZ8 I came across this video with my recent searching. I've probably watched it ten times within the last few weeks. I have no judgement... just simple understanding. So many pieces of this story hit me pretty hard and were relatable. I too am successful and driven at my job. I'm respected within the job …