Codependency

https://youtu.be/8Lw0w7JZbVA I stumbled upon this totally not expecting to get the best description of codependency I have ever heard... 8:42 - "something along the lines of when she was growing up she wasn't treated well... She feels comfortable calling it trauma" "You learn I don't matter... I need to suppress all of my pain..." "Some …

Inspiration

https://youtu.be/hT0K2-S2F7g Assumptions about addicts.... I always need these reminders in my life... Have I ever tried Meth or pills? No... but addicts all do odd, bad, shady stuff. "I hated that my life centered around that... " "Addiction is the symptom of a much bigger problem..." "There's nothing wrong with me.. don't tell me something …

Six Months Sober

Dec 15th -> June 15th In December or for years before that, the thought of being sober sounded impossible. The act of trying to get sober was .. truly felt like it was impossible. And some how I sit here today... 6 months sober. That is crazy to me. If someone is reading this thinking …

500 Drinks Passed

My app has alerted me today, based on my 20 drinks/week that I inputed, that I have passed on 500 drinks! The more I think about it the more I know 20 drinks/week is wrong... I feel like it could be over 35 drinks/week instead... A couple swings out of the bottle when I got …