I can't seem to write in the journal... It's small and the binding is not spirled so I feel like I'll destroy it within a month. Here we goooo! What goals do you want to achieve this year? Try to limit yourself to 5. I wish to end this year Sober from Feb 1- Dec …
24 Days
Since New Years Eve, Sunday January 24th was the first time I had talked to my husband. What is this life? If you had read previously we did not have a good New Years Eve. I heard him start to snow blow on Sunday... the rule growing up was GET OUT THERE AND DO IT! …
Thinking about Journaling
For anyone that is looking for some guidance this year here are the first tasks within the Journal: What goals do you want to achieve this year? Try to limit yourself to 5. Tell me your why about those goals. Tell me about 1 year from now, how does life look like with those goals …
Starting this year:
How to keep a resolution. (Per an email I received this morning): From eating healthy to exercising consistently, here are some tips for how to stick to your resolutions for 2021: 1. Start with a realistic goal that focuses on a specific area of your life.2. Write down the details of your goal and why …
Thoughts
I read another blogger post: "why do I avoid my blog? It helps to write." I will say this blog post doesn't go with my blog title.... I am not currently THRIVING and if that feels harmful to you, maybe don't keep reading. Today and yesterday I woke up totally debilitated and overwhelmed... I guess …
2021
Inspiration
Blurbs: "I can find no serenity until I accept ___XYZ___ until I can accept ___XYZ___as being exactly the way it is supposed to be at this moment..." "Until I could accept my alcoholism, I could not stay sober... "Expectations are resentments under constructions...." "Accept life, on life's terms..." "I need to concentrate.... on what needs …
Trying again
I was sober from December 15th 2019 -> Approx July 25th 2020. 7 months and a week. I thought I could have some fun on our July vacation, relax unwind. But then I couldn't seem to stop again. Shoot and now it's 3 months later. I thought to myself that we were fighting as much. …
10/17/2020
Black eye And a bloody nose... Decisions to make...
“That escalated… quickly…?”
I should probably see a counselor to talk through how my addiction escalated. I still find it fascinating that I made it through 4 years of HS and 4 years of college touching alcohol only a few times... Isn't that when you have issues, interest?... and then grow out of it!? I know as it …
I've turned 30. 