A bit scared each day

Why is it that I'm okay with disappointing myself but not others? I work SO hard at work. I hate to let anyone down. I want perfection. I do not give that to myself... my family. Why is this? I let myself fall apart. It used to be that I would let myself fall part …

Inspiration #3

https://www.blogtalkradio.com/bubblehour/2019/07/15/jenns-story Jean and Jenn. I loved this Bubblehour and have listened to it a few times since listening to it for the first time. Things I can relate to that Jenn talked about within her story: *Married all of my adult life (she is 41, 19 years) * I've been with my husband since I …

First Weekend

I made it through my first sober weekend... probably in forever. I certainly could not give you a date. Depending on what was going on I'd certainly crave, want, indulge in a Friday night drink(s). And then depending on what was going on just keep going through the weekend. Friday night, leaving work, I need …